dream

I’m arranging my own funeral??Weird dream! . Its 4:45 a.m.. This dream woke me up today .I can hear the barking of the stray dogs outside my room.. Fear! Fear is slowly replacing the numb feeling inside me.. Fear for what?? Tragedy? Pain or death?? Death… Death was the subject of my dream.. why should I be scared of death.. As I read in some book ‘angel of death’ actually makes our life beautiful. It reminds us to take risks that we are always afraid of.. the thought that we are not permanent here will dispel the fear and help us to explore our dreams .To LIVE our life ! not merely passing through it... So fear is not feeling that surge into my mind when I think about death.. But that dream resurfaced thorough my mind again and again.. I looked at the ceiling just to dismiss the impish trick of my mind to unleash fear in me ..I switched on the light ..In a split second the current was gone. Spooky!! I closed my eyes and summoned all my strength to bring back the sleep to solace me..NO ! it no signs of showing up! Fear incapacitated the efforts of my innocent sleep too… What is the root cause of this fear ?? Not death. Then??.. The fear for tragedy?? I just can’t lose the people I love.. The worst pain in the world is taking away something that is close to our heart .. I closed my eyes and prayed for my family n friends ‘keep me away from loss, I don’t care about gains…let my life flow without any tides …let it flow peacefully …‘