Why do I feel detached from the world sometimes? Sometimes I feel this whole world runs on some unwritten meaningless rules, and everyone forces us to fit into those rules desperately. I was completely into a particular scene when I saw madmen lately.Because the scene exactly explained the crux of my agony for last few months…I can’t coin a word for the whole feeling of detachment from the world that we live in. Quoting from the mad men series.Draper says ” you born alone and you die alone. and this world drops a bunch of rules on the top of you to make you forget those facts!! But I never forget that. I’m living like there is no tomorrow because there isn’t one! and Rachel replies: ” I do know how it feels to be disconnected ! to see the whole world laid in front of you the way other people live it “!
I echo her.. I know the exact feeling to be disconnected completely! Arrays of faces with the same but meaningless emotions moving around ceaselessly. When you feel the very existence of yours is merely a replica of thousand of faces around you when you realise the absurdity of the unwritten and written rules that dictate the way one live in this world, the rules that decide rights and wrongs, you get stuck…You wonder what the heck I’m doing here!! … sometimes I feel that I am floating in the sky, watching the mess that we managed to create for ourselves, smiling to myself …
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